Mood: So very tired
Drinking: I should be
It should be clear by now that
she does not want
to talk to you.
You may find it coldhearted, you may
think it unfair, but still
that is the way it is.
I cannot (and would not) change it.
I am not your ally. (I’m hers.)
And though you may
bear a beating golden heart
within your breast
though you may deserve a doubt
and all its attendant benefits
you have, indeed,
made a mess.
And I cannot help you.
So, please,
please,
stop.
-Lo, who knows firsthand the fire of lost love and the fickleness of email translation, but stands by her woman nevertheless.